And it's life again

Every once in a while, there comes a wave,

A wave of sadness (It doesn't have specific name for those emotions, I guess it's the void)

It makes me think each time and more

than, each time it makes me believe,

that nothing's ever gonna work out.

That everything is messed up to the point from where I can never go back .

Then someday, when I walk on an empty street in the middle of a summer day,

I see a tree standing tall in the hot sun and making shadow.

I stand below the tree and I can see the sun shining through the leaves. (this beautiful sight is called "komorebi")

I stop there for moment with no thoughts.

And I keep going.

After all the tiring days, I go to the bed aching all over my bones and heart.

Then someday, when I wake up in the morning, 

I see the sunlight.

I hear the birds chirping.

I see the flower has bloomed.

And it's life again.

I suggest reading this poem called "the paradox" by Sarah Kay. It stays my favourite for a long time.

Recently I learnt a word and it goes like "skrrt". It does not make any sense. And I don't know how to use it.

But everytime I say it, I laugh.

So, skrrt!

✨❤️

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